thinking of you

caught Bride Wars today. wanted to watch The Haunting of Molly Hartley but it's no longer showing, sickening. this few days have been super busy, have been sleeping early in the morning (after 12am). i feel that night time passes damn fast, like really really fast. and so, i've been sleeping in class again. really can't fight the eyelids in class, it's like a challenge. whatever, here this song. i'm so in love with it(:

new year present

it's 2.21am now and my shoulders are burning. an hour ago, my shoulders are like having war. so pain that i almost finished the deep heat. now my shoulders are like on fire, no joke!
i'm hot!

helix piercing

i suddenly have this urge to pierce my helix. at the same time, i'm super afraid to go blind:(
is anybody interested??

reunion dinner

i'm never gonna sit beside or anywhere near my father for any reunion dinner ever. He has the best food-stealing skills. his chopsticks are unnoticeable and whenever i look for my scallop, fishball or meat, it always happen to disappear. "one only la" his favourite line. so i end up finding what's leftover in the pot:(

cheena eve

• adam gregory is back in 90210. it nourishes my eyes to see hotties(:
• thanks sheryl for walking me home on thur. (fyi, she lives in pasir ris and me, hougang)
• recently, i keep farting and no longer burp(not so much la)

basically, i haven't buy new year clothes cus time is the main factor and it's too late to plan for last min shopping now. and i'm kinda annoyed cus WHO WOULD WANNA DO HOMEWORK DURING CNY!

accompany sheryl to buy her pants for tmr but eventually, i lend her my pants. what a joke. finally i'm done with decorating my room with pictures(: i feel like a kid now. one day, i'm gonna persuade my mum to repaint my room, yay!

thin like thread

honestly, i think my classmates don't like me. they are so.... weird? and i have no friend, alright, maybe i'm the weird one.
nevermind, i have funny and nice teachers.
ms toh: damn animated and funny la!
mrs gloria tan: super straightforward and hilarious
mr chee: never stop smiling and the choice of words he used are freaking funny
mr ong: lame til you can die, really die

mr chee: class, has any of your teachers teach you how to write nice words?
class: no
mr chee: let me teach you(very happy face). you know 'o' 'a' 'b' 'd' 'g' 'p' these kind of alphabets have the o, big circle, in it right. just make the o bigger.

OMG! i burst into laughter straight away. he's expression was soooooo funny. he seemed super excited and elated to tell us this. can you imagine a physics teacher being so excited over a lame thing!!

she has this very sweet vocals!

why so different?

both are chace crawford, but why does he look so different in real life and in GG? i prefer his hazel eyes, so mesmerizing!

where is the love

define good student. obedient, neat and smart. ME! didn't go camp, so i have to clean the canteen. and i'm the only one who clean the canteen among those who didn't go(obedient). didn't wear school socks, so DM made me buy school socks and i wore it SUPER HIGH(neat). fyi, my shirt is always tuck in. lastly, i am smart la!

while the rest of sec 3s were suffering, ruhuan and i went shopping in town(:

mental

look at this sbs bus. i think it's damn cool la!

congrats to those who love their Os results. many of my friends scored quite well and i'm damn happy for them! but i'm beginning to feel the stress, nevermind i have another year(:

i swear yesterday was hell day. from school to lavender to beach road to arab street to haji lane to sim lim square to little india to kovan to doctor's then home. worst thing, i was carrying my heavy school bag plus my mum's "yu sheng" stuff right from lavender all the till home! as usual, i kept complaining. and stupid sheryl being so unhelpful, not only did not help but kept insulting me like no tomorrow! bloody hell. by the time i reached the doctor's, my head was splitting! no joke, freaking pain. i began to keep quiet and left sheryl talking to herself. my head almost explode, i tell you.

did i mention that recently i kept farting? from the start of last week, i've been farting like once in every 10 mins. aren't there TOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHH gas in my stomach? i don't wanna contribute to air pollution man. at the same time, i wish i can fart everyting out at one go so i won't have to embarrass myself in public. cus when you put on earphones, you can't really hear your fart even though it's loud. so whenever i fart in bus, i feel that people are looking but i act blur. haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA PEH YEE HANG~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

11th jan, my birthday, where everyone is busy due to CNY and other stuff and therefore no party:(
nevermind, there's always a next year! but i'm kinda upset cus both my parents are working. forgiven! alright, gonna meet up at night with wonderful seniors and sheryl's gonna give me a YAYAY treat.
AND, thanks to those who wished me at 12am today, so sweet of you guys(: also those who wished me before today and after 12am. argh, i don't know what i'm trying to say but ya, you should know. THANKS EVERYBODY! i am really really happy, more than happy to receive wishes. it really means a lot to me.

and i'm gonna make a very greedy request, can i have birthday cards? please(: i don't know why but i really love to read cards, those words written about me or whatever the person wish to say is really amazing and sometimes touching for me. am i asking too much? say no! alright, thanks again awesome people!!!!

now put your hands up

alright, i was late for school today. i'm such a bum. school starts at 7.50 and yet i fail to be puntual. i don't know why i don't have a sense of emergency and yet i'm always impatient especially when waiting for friends:( i'm so selfish! And classes are dreary and everyday, i have to fight my eyelids...

anyway, i'm suppose to visit my clinic just now. unfortunately, it was closed when i reached there, how annoying. i shall go again tomorrow afternoon and get my super important letter. must must must!

poor ruhuan lost her wallet for the 5th time:(

supermassive black hole

i am an outcast in my new class! other than my 4 other classmates, i don't know anyone else. maybe because i'm not familiar with them, they appear to be aliens to me. i have totally no idea how i'm gonna survive my 2 years, shit. i'm gonna try to be as friendly as possible and be more glam so they won't look at me as if i'm uncivilized, just like what many do.

anyway, i'll be having camp next week at some organic rice farm. hopefully i can get my doctor's letter tomorrow night and hand it to whoever in charge of the camp before it's too late. recently, i have this inflammation on my cheeks and i suspect the sea water in hantu is the cause. that explains my swelling, disgusting, vexing redness on my cheeks, which is pulling down my confidence=bad thing. my doctor ordered me to not be exposed to the sun and dirty water and both of these are like what the camp is all about:( and to not aggravate my skin, i shall not go camp, wish me luck!

spare me la

DONG! (i just learn this word and i think it's incorrect. means 'shit' in korean)

recently, a bunch of people told me i've put on weight right after looking at my face. "eh! how come your face suddenly so round? put on weight man!" i don't blame them, i love straightforward people, no joke. at first i thought they were just joking, only until today i realise they're all for real. i went to celebrate my birthday(early) with my godmum in the evening and the last time we met was last year's today? "eh! you fat already la, face so fat!" her first sentence.

honestly, i'm born with a big head with a fat face, but now, i learn that my face is fatter than original:( although i can't notice the difference cus i look at myself everyday in the mirror, i think i must be a freak in front of people. bad news, i don't know anyway to chop off face fats! i think the best plan now is to live with it since i can't not hate myself, i love who i am. come on, love me for who i am!!!!! thanks ya(: