Anti-Social

i'm moving!

2009-08-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

blogger's problematic, so.....
http://www.jabberwocky.onsugar.com/

but for now i just pretend

2009-08-12T22:16:00.001+08:00

class photoshoot yesterday.
but i took it with my new hair. pumpkin.
IT'S SHORT AND THICK AND..... PUMPKIN-Y!!!
omg, worst class photo ever, worse than pri school ones:(
nevermind, dianna thinks i'm delicious(:(:(:(:

training tomorrow. i'm hating training more and more each session.
mr teo never tried to keep his promise. never.
he promised to end off on time at the start of the year.
bullshit man, this is bullshit.

common test next week.
i fear physics. i can't understand kinematics.
i fear A math. it's complicating, it's messing the routes in my brain.
how how how?

and i've been trying to save up for air ticket but.....
everyday seems to be everyone's birthday!
speaking of which, i finally know what to get for ruhuan.
though she seems to have everything already.

anyway, i think hamka's a potential baker. his cookies are awesome! and syed's meegoreng is tasty!
guys who cooks are too cool for schooooooooooool!
yea man, ciao~

hap hap happy national day(:

2009-08-09T19:39:00.005+08:00

caught I LOVE YOU, MAN

it's hilarious but the language wise......

anyway...

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYYYYYY

though this year ain't really exciting for me.

instead, i feel that time flies~ suddenly it's august

everybody! appreaciate every min man. ciao!

young folks

2009-08-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

so Ms Wu's farewell turned out.... not bad(:
lots of pictures! 150, how am i gonna upload all!!
i think i'm gonna miss her...
AND GUESS WHAT!? I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY AGAINNNNNNNNN:(
why do i not have discipline!?!?!?

i wanna upload some photos here now but i guess blogger's faulty.
the bar right below the 'title' is gone! gone for good!what to do....
later la later, ciao~

if anyone could make me feel better, you can

2009-08-06T23:24:00.002+08:00

I AM SO SO SO SOOOOOO SORRY FOR THOSE WHO ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO GET THE PICTURES:(
I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED EVERYTHING FROM MY MEMORY CARD ON THE WAY HOME!!! I KNOW I'M UNFORGIVABLE.....

For the past few weeks, i......

was late for school 4 times
repeated 2 mistakes
1. missed out last question of both A and E math paper (cus i didn't realise its existence before submitting the paper)
2. deleted ALL the photos in the memory card from the cam accidentally (today)
was late for e.geog paper and therefore only have 15-20 mins to complete. btw, it was difficult and i did not complete
needed 1 more mark to get a perfect for chem paper
spoke english during chinese oral (i can't believe my chinese standard dropped so much. and this is coming from a girl from a chinese-speaking family)
visited the Leonardo Da Vinci exibition(today)
missed bestest birthday due to super busy week (4th aug, TAMMIE I LOVE YOU THOUGH! get well soon(:)
ended my yoga session. And no more kick boxing plan cus mom refuse to pay!!!

And i realise i haven't been a good student.

apart from that chem test, the rest are negative!

i have to start being puntual and stop lazing around. diligence diligence!

tomorrow's national day celebration, fiesta and ms wu's farewell party!!! no, not party, just lunch...

and i'm still really devastated over my pictures!!! console me please......

give me time

2009-07-31T20:53:00.000+08:00

hibernate.
one month.
don't waste your time here.
bye.

i gotta feeling

2009-07-13T22:58:00.004+08:00

i am totally freaked outtt!!!!!!

was thirsty and went to get water when i found a LIZARD IN MY CUP!

YUCKS~

anyhow, spent my afterschool time with my beloved old mates(:

funniest of the funniest, no joke.

oh ya, i think i'm suffering from an incurable disease.

i was suppose to be late for school today.

woke up 5mins before the time i'm suppose to leave house.

but right after i got dressed up, my mum prepared everything for me, how rare!!

i still have lunchbox, don't laugh. cus i'm always hungry during lessons:(

anyway, the reason for waking up late was that......

my mum told me that my alarm rang but i woke up off it and went back to sleep.

I DON'T REMEMBER DOING THAT!!!!!

this is creepy, real creepy!

and lastly, i've decided to do kick-boxing(:

thanks for the charger!!!!

what's worth fighting for

2009-07-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

bad hair day! my hair's freaking oily today!! the feeling was extraordinary uncomfortable. no, that was an understatement. try imagining someone had poured oil on your head, yucky isn't it?

the truth is, i didn't wash my hair for 2 exact days.

i admit it's gross but i had no time!! fyi, i did shower kay. i just hate washing hair, my hair takes forever to dry, though it isn't long.

anyhow, i made cookies today! for no reason(:

yoga class today was kinda tiring. it's the 8th lesson, 4 more to go.

i really wanna sign up for the power yoga after this session but it's on tuesdays 7pm.

which means, i'll have to teleport there after training everyday tuesday:(

so i'm considering kick-boxing or cardiomix, help me choose please *blink blink*

overdued

2009-07-04T01:13:00.031+08:00

i think this is really nice!

2009-07-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

accomplished

2009-07-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

i have this sense of accomplishment.
apart from the most embarrassing thing in the world, i really think i'm starting to have determination!
really happy for myself.
was forcing myself to do english holiday homework in the late afternoon when i suddenly felt like working out. ALONE.
though it was horribly tiring, the feeling was damn SHIOK!

anyway, i think mr chee is super cute and funny to the max!!!
moon walk = you walk and walk and walk but keep going backwards
HAHAHAHAA
and pretend there's a duster in space and you push it. it'll keep on moving forever (pause and look at us). maybe an alien at the other side will say "eh? this is a duster" and push it back. -.-
how cute right!!!!!

now i'm waiting for my hair to dry but i've been waiting from 11 and it's 1208 now. the back is still wet! so annoying:(

this is how you should enjoy your holiday

2009-06-26T23:58:00.004+08:00

today was indescribable, i would say.
we started off having no where to go.
and decided to have japanese at Central. gooood GOOOOOOD foooooood!
chill out at the river. waved at tourists on the boats.
some returned waves, some stare, must be thinking we're nuts. a few even took photos of us waving. or videoing, i don't know.
so if one day you see me appearing in some travelling blog, you know what's up(:(:(:
chinatown-ed, acting like tourists was pretty awesome.
walk aimlessly and discovered this pretty, clean and kinda quiet place.
decided to change venue and stood infront of the mrt station directory for almost 15mins i guess.
pointing at every station, thinking of what we could do at each.
final decision-harbourfront, vivo
had KOREAN FOR DINNER!
kimchi ramen only for $1.70!!!!
the place is CLASSY!
TINY STARS ON THE FLOOR, QUIET PLACE, SEATS ON THE GROUND (JAPANESE-LIKE)
HAHAHAAAAA. you won't understand.

best part of the day, had a different kind of fun after dinner(:
sitting in the middle of the path,(even counted the number of planks to find the exact middle).
and found many ways to attract attention.

"i can't find my keys! my dad's gonna kill me!!!!!!!!!"
(began crawling everywhere, slapping the ground but with faces looking up at the sky)

"LOOOOOK! SHOOTING STAR!!!"
(POINT FAR AWAY)
trust me, those people's priceless emotion was freaking funny!

"the cruise's on fire!!!!"
we practically laughed our dinner off.

i have to say, being childish and immature at times is really really enjoyable and happy happy(:

sneak preview

will upload the rest when i return. 1243 now, and i haven't packed for tomorrow!!
yawn...
CIAO~

eh eh?

2009-06-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

just when i thought i could get another week of holiday, the news reported that only people coming back from the affected country after 22nd will earn the one extra week.
WTH!!!!!!!!!!
somewhat, i'm positive that i will get that one extra week
cus i'm leaving this saturday!!!!!!!
and coming back on the next day, how stupid-.-
AND I STILL HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKKK:(

so... i'm wondering if malaysia is considered an affected country........

even the stars refuse to shine

2009-06-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

something devastating just happened. distressed.........
nevertheless, i'm leaving here soon!
my weird mum has planned 2 holiday trips very SUDDENLY
although it's just neighbouring country, i do hope to enjoy myself.

i'm overjoyyyyyyyyyyed! another week of holiday.
YES YES YES YES YES!
let's just wish for the school to leave us alone
don't even think about giving us more homework:(
because i haven't finish half of my homework!
lj b'day celebration on friday.
what should i give her? buy or make?

screwed

2009-06-20T16:23:00.001+08:00

I AM SO SCREWED UP!
HERE I AM TRYING TO DO MY HEYMATH HOMEWORK BUT I JUST CAN'T DOWNLOAD THE WORKSHEET!!!
IS ANYBODY HAVING THE SAME PROBLEM OR IS IT JUST ME!!?!?!?!?!?!??1

2009-06-20T15:09:00.001+08:00

it wasn't that bad after all

2009-06-16T18:47:00.001+08:00

forgo the dreaful morning and go for a swim followed by a movie. i did.
ghosts of girlfriend past, i believe it's not as bad as the rating.
funny lah, really.
and now i'm starting to worry about my homework:(

Busted

2009-06-16T08:30:00.002+08:00

current mood: busted
it's 0830 in the morning and usually, i wouldn't be awake at this time if not for school
morning started off with the rain. a very heavy one
rushing like gan-chiong spider, i left my phone on the study table
and before i could get into the car, i was drenched.
credits to my selfish dad, who half the time had forgotten about me being beside him:(
followed him to pick up his angmoh to terminal 3 and realise i was late for training.
best of all, reached school and learnt from junior that training was cancelled AT 0700
if only i brought my phone
if only i wake up a tad earlier so i wouldn't leave my phone on the table
i felt so !^&$#@)(#*
so i sacrifised my sleeping time
so i got drenched for nothing
so i suffer the cold in car for nothing
so i panic for nothing
so i felt stupid for forgetting to take my phone for nothing
and now, i'm sitting right in front of the desktop
having nothing to do.......

twelve june

2009-06-13T01:13:00.005+08:00

today=crazy day
tam was acting like some drunk lady
HAHAHA
and i'm so glad to get 50%off NUM
so glad that i bought this super cute pullover
and it's GREEN!!!!!
oh, and today was our shortest time of a day spent together
they never fail to make me forget all about my school work
always leave me laughing like a kid
love it! looking forward to celebrating lj's Bday on 26th!
alright, due to my super heavy eyelids, i shall continue with the pictures tomorrow!
CIAO~

victoria's secret

2009-06-10T15:16:00.001+08:00

ah! victoria's secret bikinis are so hot! i wish i could ship in some:(
http://www2.victoriassecret.com/landing/?cgnbr=OSSWMZZZZZZ

2009-06-09T14:13:00.005+08:00

yesterday was a fruitful day man

although i felt cheated at the end of the day

but i figure out that i shall treat it as charity

alright, so......

i was only planning to hang out and catch

nothing about spending

but you know.... just couldn't resist

and i had to draw money from bank:(

from what i can remember, i did quite A FEW embarraassing things.

me: hey! do you have a smaller size for this?

woman: sorry i don't work here

i felt so dumb!

(cafe cartel)

me: hey hey! hello~ oi! *wave wave*

waitors: *ignore*

i seriously think i'm a little bit uncivilized

and i just can't shake off my unglam expressions!

nevermind, i hope everyone can bare with it, HA!

that thing you do

2009-06-07T00:39:00.002+08:00

this is a very very bored post.....
i love wii boxing. really....
im really tired now but i can't sleep cus the weather is killing....
i'm feeling guilty cus i haven't touch homework...
i hope that tomorrow will be a better day....
i know i have many things to do, but i can't name them.....
procrastinating....

AIYA! I'M NOT HAPPY!!!!!

2009-06-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

oh my goodness this is HILARIOUS!

sentosa

2009-06-02T23:55:00.006+08:00

having been going out everyday recently
i can't even recall what i've done for the past few days
but i remember going to sentosa today with my ex volleyball-mates
they really are cute!
the rest of the pictures

this is me with long hair. potential jellyfish!

napfa

2009-05-28T20:39:00.002+08:00

i got back my report book today!
eng-b4
chi-b3
Amath-c6
emath-a1
chem-a1
phy-a2
poa-a1
combine humans-b3
percentage 72.2%

and i totally screw up my napfa today
suffering from muscle ache from tuesday's training
i even have trouble sitting on the toilet seat:(
so gonna retest when school reopens!
well, i'm giving school a miss tomorrow.
hate using rag cus it's super smelly, i think
enjoy your holidays everybody!
ciao~

SHERYL WOO

2009-05-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARDED MOO~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!

past few days have been entertained by dirty jam

HAHA! it was so fun flicking people's ear and choosing nonsensical names!

anyway, i wanna work during the hols man

2009-05-24T01:32:00.001+08:00

never shout never

2009-05-21T22:21:00.005+08:00

i think i'm very stupid.
i did real badly for this term.
i lost my first time to A math.
I FAILED A MATH!!!!!!!
not any better for the rest.
i self assumed that math is my strongest subject and i brought home a 43
that clearly is dumb.
i feel so good-for-nothing in this class
what's the point in being in such a good class that only brings my confidence to zero, demoralizing me
and teachers are forever pressuring me by comparing my class with other classes
and i'm almost nothing compared to my classmates
i would rather be in a fun class that's not accademically good
that way you'll have more confidents and score better
makes sense? YES
anyway, i have no idea how some people can score 95 for A math
they must be related to albert einstein!

so..... i cut my hair today. again.
brought mum to tampines 1, her first time.
fed her frolicks, she loves it.
i wanna swim tomorrow after school.
hope the weather will be perfect and the pool will be clean.
that's what i hate about public pool.
so dirty and crowded. i wish i could swim in friend's condo.
sadly grandma's condo is freaking bishan:(

KRIS WON!

post exam

2009-05-19T22:36:00.004+08:00

post exam activites are EEYER~~~~~~~~~~
money saving talk+sexuality talk+penalty talk+educational stuff
nevermind, i did learn a lot today.
first, i seriously respect jim carrey
next, i'm gonna start savaing 1000 or more every year from 18 onwards for 10 years
last, i really am gonna study real hard for Os next year.
why?
this is why......

I WANNA BE A NUTRITIONIST!
and i have to have bio, chem and math but i'm taking physics!
so i've gotta work hard to get into a good jc and take up bio
after that, i'll have to study dietetics and get bachelor or master degree
obviously it's better to get more certs so there's more salary!
but! only singapore poly and temasek poly offer this course.
i don't know if i should go abroad or stay in singapore.
therefore, my plan is to study real hard to get scholarship and pray that i get sponsorship(:

from next year onwards, andreas is so gonna influence me to study study and study
make friends with textbooks.
YES I CAN DO IT! bless me!

woots woots

2009-05-18T22:27:00.006+08:00

over and done!
plucked mangoes yesterday. damn funny.
anyway, went out with "new" classmates today!
they are absolutely fun people.
100% retardation, HAHA
hope to hang out with them more often(:

denise keller

2009-05-14T21:33:00.005+08:00

today is an awesome insanely happy ohmygoodnessgraciousme DAY!
i can't believe my dad drives denise keller and he doesn't know who she is
so i was in my dad's taxi on my way to sending my printer for repair
and suddenly denise keller's manager (i assume) called and asked my dad to be *somewhere* by 8
(wow face)

me: you fetch denise keller?
dad: you know her?
me: my gosh, she's that pretty model! how can you not know her?

due to shortage of time, my dad have to fetch her with me in the car
she's friendly to the max i tell you. wooooooh, drop dead gorgeous!!
she gets in the car

dk: hello!
me: hi
dk: what's your name?
me: jessica
dk: nice to meet you!
me: (lost for words)
dk: how old are you?
me: 15
dk: OHMYGOSH 15! how's school!
me: alright lah
dk: i know it's a killer all boring and stuff!

i'm not kdding about her enthusiasm. her words are practically made of exclamation mark!
must be too much of hosting, ha!
so we chatted on the journey to her place and gosh, she's unbelievably friendly!
she has rabbit, dog, hamster, CHICKEN at home and she love singapore
her dad is a german and her mom's a chinese
she prefers her discovery channel travelling job then studio stuff cus she's more of a outgoing
mentioned about my england trip stuff. she told me fishnchip there is crap, just try their curry
and i never knew curry is england's national food!
told me not to worry about the swine flu affecting my trip cus she was modeling in hongkong during the sars period which was worst compared to this tiny flu
talked about utt cus i told her somebody from my school look totally like utt!
talked about her family. her sister just returned from new york
talked about her ambition when she was young = vet
talked about how fun is interviewing well-knowns. guess what, she haven't watch a single episode of american idol
talked about the fun in travelling. she loves it
talked about her school days
talked about what's hot in cinema
oh! she thinks boys shouldn't be pretty. girl should be the pretty one
she simply has never ending question for me and same goes for me. but i was kinda shy(:
argh, she's damn pretty! and awesome coolio, damn cool!
last of all, i wanna thank my printer for breaking down at the right time!

move move shake shake drop

2009-05-12T22:52:00.006+08:00

praise the lord!
left with physics and e.math and i call that shiokadoo!
but today seems like the last paper
i guess it's becus my least favourite subject is over
e.geog
i studied real hard from 2pm to midnight on monday
fortunately, during the first section of it, everything went smoothly
BUT, slowly my mind gets clog up like toilet pipes clogged up with shit except that mine is clogged up with....
too much information you see
in the end, i had to come up with my own sensible answers
such as "rainforests provided bananas which can be sold to earn profit"
of all food, i think of banana
anyway, does rainforests have durians? (just curious)

now i'm sitting down here thinking of something sensible to say
okay, i'm glad that tomorrow and friday is off for me
and i've made plans for tomorrow
thinking of jogging or swimming
i have not have cca for what seems like years
and have been eating lots of fast food
and i realise harper's island is a horror show for me
but i think abby and trish is damn pretty and henry in the show with fringe down, smiling, is really prettily sweeeeet(:

seriously, i hope scientist kicks their own ass and quickly create a cure for swine flu
i don't want my england trip to be cancelled
honestly, i don't mind being quarrantined when return
i just wanna be away from singapore for 9 freaking days
absolute sexiness
now, i hope post exam activities won't be a disaster
and i wanna go zouk flea with tam but there's physics on monday
of all days why monday, aiyo....
goodluck people!!!!

Halfway done

2009-05-07T20:33:00.003+08:00

i believe now is the exam period for all the kids in singapore
and also everyone is bonkers and crazily cursing and swearing at the textbook/notes
i'm not an exception
just that, i'm better at loving myself
that spells....
tim sum at C.H.I.J.M.E.S on boss
swimming at a stranger's condo with A
tanning
ice cream at valley point
chill out at great world
and EVERYTHING, except the lunch, was unplanned
that's why i had to swim in bra and noideawho's shorts
oh, and today's my first day of M

but, today was a great day(:

you don't know

2009-04-29T20:12:00.002+08:00

i clearly have no idea how i have been surviving this years
i was just looking back at those old times photos and autographs of my pri school mates
recalling those days...
truely miss them
those fun times
mischievous, doltish, crazy moments
even the sickest moments
ngee ann is not even 1% of PL
i'm like..
a bed without bedsheet
i bet you don't get it, neither do i
what about...
a MP3 player without battery (handphone or whatever electronic device you name it)
IT'S JUST NO LIFE!
i bet i'm gonna regret wasting this period of time when i'm older
i'm sick of posting how bored my life is
as you can see the past few posts and even long time ago ones
it's all talking about the same thing
BUT I JUST SIMPLY CAN'T FIND ANY FUN!
alright, i guess i gotta accept fate and stop complaining.
no more hopes...

okay, again, my parents are enjoying themselves and will be back on friday
so i'm alone at home till friday
no longer afraid of dark nights
not to mention, i love being alone at times
you get to think a lot or you know, just sing out loud or do whatever stupid things you plan

my confidence seems to be diminishing....

restless

2009-04-21T20:25:00.003+08:00

over with the hectic week but back to the mundane school days
alarm at 0615- snooze 5 min- ganchiong spider- pray not to be late- most days lucky- assembly- ask for food in class- sadly no one entertains me- try to act awake- teacher forever sitting beside me- recess- cut queue- gobble gobble- back to class- walk to lab alone- play with hair- play with pencil case- dream of future husband and kids and blah blah blah- stare at shoelace- fight eyelids- eyes fixed on watch- school ends- eat- home sweet home

now you understand the definition of mundane.
i bet, like seriously 100bucks, no one wants to be me
AH!!! i want some life man.
miss those fun in primary school
i think i'm the only teenage girl who misses primary school
everybody of my age are spending everyday differently
live life to the fullest, you may say
how, you tell me
one sec ago, i was thinking of randomly go town alone
befriend a loner and god knows, we might click!
dream on. exam's coming
i don't see anything exciting after exams
so i'm not looking forward to anything

well, only one. the england trip!
yes! i got it, but i don't know who in my school is going.
better not be too excited:(
and 17AGAIN is.......
there's zac efron and adam gregory!
still, go catch it, you'll for in love with that ohsohot zac
seriously, he's WOAH
get what i mean.

anyway, anybody who wish to entertain me like out after school everyday, don't be shy
oh gosh, i miss those everyday out after school days.
CIAO.

Island Sibu

2009-04-14T20:45:00.003+08:00

this trip isn't as good as i expected cus i never expect my 'resort' to be so 'scary'.

i think it's worst then my ah mah's kampong.

the toilet is so horrible that i can't find any word to describe it.

but not the forget, the dive was rather fun and catching 'nemo' is more than fun(:

i think the best part was the second day where we trek to the other end of the island which was WOW.

that place is extraordinary clean and almost exquisite.

did i mention there was no asian at all. only eurasian. shiokadoo!

many times, i wanted to just sleep on the beach for that night but sadly, no i can't

now, i so wanna go perhentian after hearing that there is 100times nicer than sibu, ohmygosh!

PICTURES!

lonely, forlorn

2009-04-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

have you ever been alone at home
where your rents are out of town
and you'll have to clear the bin
wash clothes, hand them out the window
settle your own meals
make sure the windows are close before going off
and every min, you'll look around, afraid that a roach decides to crawl out and give you a shock of your life
well, this is what i'm feeling presently
good thing is, this isn't permanent (CHOY)

i have a lot of things to do, i know that
but my mind is blank now
i'm leaving on friday, but a part of me ain't excited
in fact, you call it stress, i guess
i realise i get stress over everything, HA
anyway, i have to stress the point that
right after i return to singapore, i have 4 tests waiting for me
geog, chem, a math and phy
as a matter of fact, i fear failing any small tests (except chi)
because you'll have to do exceptionally well for the next
and usually, papers get tougher each time
you see, i'm suppose to enjoy this trip
but instead, i have to bring my geog notes to study in the night
positive positive positive!
i should start packing now

au revoir~

April's fool!

2009-04-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

have you been fooled today or the other way round?
surprisingly, i didn't get fooled but i fooled my mum!

me: mummy! government called just now telling me that our unit won 1000cash!
ma ma: really? then what else did they say? like how to redeem?
me: (not prepared) er.. go to the nearest whatever to and show your ic
mama: serious ah? i told you got chance!
me: they said something else damn important
mama: what?
me: april fool!!!!!!

HAHAHAAAAAAAAA. she's so naive. but she insist that she knew i was lying already.
anyway, i lost 5kg of sadness tonight!
thanks R for forgiveness(:
but i have another 5kg.
oh, and now i sososo very very very need need need $$$$
went to ma dive shop to get rash guard (supposedly)
ended up getting snokel due to short of cash
sometimes i think i act without thinking
totally useless:(
nevermind, you're forgiven.
ISLAND SIBU HERE I COME! with my geog textbook:(

crazy lady here

2009-03-31T21:32:00.002+08:00

what's gotten into me lately?
i think i'm suffering from severe depression
SERIOUSLY, I NEED HELP
all of a sudden, i'm in a life twister
telling myself i'm gonna get through this
and i really hope i will
it's not just one, it's a few big ones
i have never met so many critical problems in ma life
no one is to blame but me
good thing is, i can learn from these
be a better person

apart from having academic challenges
i'm giving problems to everyone
such as blaming s for something that's totally my mistake.
SORRY S(:
i ask for everybody's forgiveness please
i admit i'm not a nice person at times
also, financial problem gives headache.
my parents ain't as nice as parents nowadays
so i have to pay for EVERYTHING.
shit, i'm like having attitude problem
i need anger management.
omg, sounds pretty much like symptoms of depression, yes?
haha. so due to these problems, i finally breakdown (a while ago)
after everything came out from ma eyes
like those evil liquid with poison and stuff
woah, i figure everything out i tell you.
i am gonna clear everything up one by one.
first of all, i'll settle the people that i offended.
hope they will bury the hatchet, no?
don't give up jessica!

i needa screwdriver to unscrew me. SCREWED!

2009-03-30T19:51:00.005+08:00

CIP for me today at geylang senior citizen day care.

thanks to celestine, i survived the 2-3 hours.

celestine, my one year ago teammate.

i never knew she's such a nice girl

so sweeeeet and nice(:

anyway, the elderly at the day care ain't as friendly to each other as i thought.

they seem to not like that place alot! omg

ok, i'm in a mess now. so stressed up i tell you.

my diving confirm 10-12 april.

guess what?

13th april- geog test

14th- chem test

WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH!!!!!

everytime i have a dive plan, something bad will crop up.

guess i'll just have to bring my geog book along:(

i'm so so so sorry.

i apologise sincerely.

i really didn't mean to bully you?

i haven't realise what i had done

tell me what i can do to turn things back to normal?

happy birthday celestine!

2009-03-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

celestine is so prettay(:
wish she stays that way always(:

town with YY to get her bag.
but mission failed cus both of us were super indecisive
and she decided to spend her cah-ching on clothes instead.

Also, i realise i'm such a bitch.
i'm an evil girl
father, i pray for your forgiveness
i told myself the last thing i want is to speak ill of others
but i could take it no more
and start ranting to YY
although she tried convincing me that i was just stating facts, not talking bad
i still feel 483975909635423 horrible
see! self discipline please jessica!!!!

why have ( ) become so unlovable
or maybe it's just me being sensitive?
hope i'll be more understanding and accept everybody the way they are(:
well, i still feel damn horrible...............

return to innocence

2009-03-26T20:34:00.001+08:00

somehow i think this song is cute and relaxing. so relaxing that my skin is sagging.

hahaha, no funny, i know.

sony ericson idou

2009-03-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

HOT HOT HOT! THIS PHONE IS DAMN SEXY, I SO WANNA GET IT. PLEASE DROP FROM SKY!!!!!!!

yay, there's americans' nexxt top model in a while(:

race to witch mountain

2009-03-23T21:35:00.005+08:00

race to witch mountain is a movie that keeps your eyes glued to the screen and makes you anxious as if you're on mission. it has funny scenes too! i sound like i'm advertising the movie, HAHA!

flea fly flo fun!

2009-03-22T00:48:00.005+08:00

(tam, here's the pic you want)

well, bought lots of stuff.
happy happy(:
but lesser money money:(
new friends, hannah and nicole.
nicole is really nice and pretty.
hannah is pretty too!
hahahaaaa.
happy today~

fake people

2009-03-20T23:43:00.004+08:00

i've learnt a lot lately.
lots of thinking, yeah..
human changes over time
some changes are great
while some are not, obviously.
and sadly, i have to meet people with the latter
how to deal with that? i haven't think of a solution, yet.
of course, the worst is to speak ill of them
gladly, mistakes allowed me to gain experiences and learn from it.
no one is perfect, i know.

in conclusion, some people are just different from what you see them as.

rage

2009-03-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

have you ever been so insanely mad at yourself that you wanna just throw roaches at yourself, or take a knife and cut through your heart!?
you'll never know what's frustration until you feel what i'm feeling now.
ok, first, today was damn boring. 15 hours folding of boxes, how much fun can you get?
so i spent my time taking pictures with new classmate.
seriously, there's many many many pictures.
but my itchy fingers, or should i say irritating fingers, went to check out what's memory format and accidentally deleted EVERYTHING in the memory card!
*#(_%&#*^)!%^#!_%*&#!)%&*#*%#&%)(!&#%^)!#
is this what you called, curiosity kills the cat?
OMG! I CAN REALLY POKE MYSELF TO DEATH.
so frustrated and MY HEADSTRONG TEARS ROLLED DOWN.
and to aggravate matters, my mum keeps demoralising me in the car
and many many important things suddenly appear out of the blue.
totally pissed.....

2009-03-18T22:13:00.004+08:00

aiyayah, it's taking forever to upload everything:(

the rest are (here) & (here)

chillax

2009-03-17T23:49:00.003+08:00

there's so many stars today. can't even remember when was the last time i saw the sky so beautiful.
out with tam, sajane and jing. paranakan musuem is rather cool. but today really isn't my day.
1st. the do not have to pay for entrance fees cus their school are members (why ngee ann so lousy!)
2nd. i keep losing in guess the no. and ended up eating almost everything of the leftover, damn horrible
3rd. tam poured sweetener in my water right infront of me and i was blind enough to drink it the next min.
4th. my shoes kept dropping:(
it's really damn unlucky to be unlucky!
but, i still enjoy myself from all the crap and rubbish, HA!
omg, there's 100 pictures, should i upload?
tomorrow la tomorrow(:

not emo, just mature

2009-03-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

this world is huge, and i'm too small to be compared
i'm no queen, nor princess
i gain no power, therefore should be quiet.
a part of me is introvert, hidden
i hate, but i love
i just can't bring myself to hate me
how now father? please help me, guide me through this exciting yet difficult path
i'm trap in this rubber band, seems breakable but not at all
2 years, and i haven't move on.
self denial, no. reflect, but no action taken.
why am i such loser, why?

bowl head

2009-03-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

SHIT! i chopped off almost half my length of hair.
and now it's a one length thing.
PLEASE DO NOT LAUGH AT ME, THANKS VELI MUCH(:
honestly, i like this new haircut, but i'm super sure many is gonna comment about it. DAMN
did i mention i look like a 3 year old girl who put a bowl over her head and start shaving her hair.
but, it's not as horrible as you think lah.
sooner, it's gonna grow longer and i won't have to look so idiotic!
HEEHEE~

one more thing, although my diving trip next week is cancelled
i reckon the good friday trip is confirmed! WOOHOO
SOOOOOOOO EXCITED(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

cousins love

2009-03-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

caught PUSH today.
honestly, i think it's a good movie.
half of the time i was covering my eyes (although it's not horror)
also, i realise tasha has parents whom everyone would love to have!
she's practically a not spoiled princess OMG!

this is ultra hilarious!

2009-03-06T16:51:00.002+08:00

addicted

2009-03-04T21:21:00.007+08:00

recently, i love to video(:

dare

2009-03-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

it flows

2009-03-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

a dog doesn't care a bout big houses, cool cars, wealth
it doesn't care if you're smart, stupid, rich, poor
just give your heart and he'll give his

kinda draggy at the beginning but ultra touching at the end. omg, i cried like seriously, cry.
marley and me, love your pets please(:
HURRAY! exam's finally over and i can stop dropping hair. but when the results are back, i'll start dropping again. damn. sadly, there's stupid chinese compo tomorrow and bloody weird chinese test the following day. POA's on friday. faint faint:(

happy day(:

2009-02-27T23:11:00.004+08:00

happy happy today(: though tests ain't over, i somewhat celebrated today. went to ikea for lunch and had leftover disgusting food. so we played guess the number to clear some food. truth and dare next and i was to take a picture with this stranger's baby. was really hilarious to the max! oh oh oh, and ruhuan had to go to the tray area and tell everyone not to leave any trace. IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING FOR HER!!!!! hHAHAA

caught 2 great movies after. KUNGFU CHEF and HE"S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU. right after the kungfu chef show, we rushed out to buy another ticket just in time to watch he's not that into you. kinda miss the first 5min. the latter was really nice and touching, i cried at the end. and i so wanna get a great guy!!!!

2009-02-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

this is damn funny! you'll only understand if you had watched Twilight.

i scream

2009-02-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

i cannot be anymore angry at myself! i'm a total dumb who's absolutely careless, OMG! had chemistry, english and A MATH paper today. this time, chemistry is rather easy, shouldn't be a problem. BUT, A MATH IS A MESS! it's not that i don't know how to do, it's that i didn't know there was 2 pages. so i simply did the first page and happily thought "so little questions, yay, can sleep". there goes my 11 marks. (fyi, it's over 30) until the last second my teacher was like "there's a second page ah". i turned and started to panic like no tomorrow!!! #(*^$%*)^%)#@
basket, this isn't my first time man!

sec 1 i had a chinese paper and i didn't know the boxes at the first page was for me to write my MCQ answers. i thought it was for teachers to write the marks for each questions. in the end, i got back the paper and -10 marks for that. wth, i seriously must wake up!!!

ran in the rain bare-footed though i'm sick. glad that i'm not burning hot now. i actually bare-foot til i reach home. imgaine me bare-foot in bus, cross the overhead bridge abd up the lift. quite shiok eh, feel very kampong style. HAAHA!

indescribable pain

2009-02-23T22:15:00.003+08:00

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit but how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

suffering.... dying... dying.... you can't save me.....
my throat is damn damn damn damn damn pain la!

swallowing saliva hurts
eating hurts
drinking hurts
talking hurts
breathing kinda hurts
EVERYTHING HURTS!

i totall detest sore throat like 783926510563201560321 i tell you. now i'm damn afraid to sleep cus i know first thing when i wake up, my throat will be SUPER pain.

pain is an understatement:(

2009-02-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

stayed back in school to try to complete my 11 -overtheweekends- HOMEWORKS. this spells MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. and i totally dislike chemistry cus i freaking get a 20/40 for my first test, WHAT IS THIS!?!?! there's this nitrate and sulphate and many many weird chemical names that don't often appear in my life and never even befriend me, how the hell am i suppose to score well. i gotta start making friends with chemistry and pass this term's with SOARING colours, HAHAHAHAAAA.

here goes nothing

2009-02-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

in my eyes, you don't see, and i don't breathe the way i used to.
yeah my lips, woah. you dont see and i won't be the way i was on that night

ah neh

2009-02-16T21:03:00.004+08:00

i'm super unhappy with this driver la! Let's name him potato. here is goes, i forgotten to bring my ezlink card today and so i have to pay the fare which is 55 cents right?

(drop in 60 cents)
potato: girl show me your card.
me: i didn't bring
potato: then pay adult fare
me: but i don't have any coins
potato: we don't give free rides okay!
me: so what am i suppose to do now?
potato: (stare at me)
me: you want me to get down or something?

stranger uncle: girl, how much you need? come come..
me: 40 cents, thank you uncle *smile*
potato: next time bring card la
me: yar yar...

so stingy la! the previous bus i took accepted my 55cent. furthermore, i paid extra 5 cent for this trip okay. fatass, i wearing school uni with a big school bag. like who would wanna wear school uni and carry a school bag just to pay a cheaper fare la, you big big weirdo. next time i take smrt bus, don't take sbs anymore (if i have a choice).

CNY

2009-02-15T02:49:00.004+08:00

finally i get all my cheena new year photos. i'm damn tired to upload anymore pictures so, don't mind the trouble:
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=19283&id=1220906502&ref=mf

happy valentine!

2009-02-15T00:39:00.024+08:00

13th friday

2009-02-15T00:11:00.006+08:00

got my diving stuff after school yesterday and spent a bomb:( on the way home, fate allowed me to meet this ultra cute mixed-blood baby. he/she is 0925702151 cute la!

1 hour

2009-02-11T21:20:00.004+08:00

&@%)@$*!)$

2009-02-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

currently, my mood is #*(@^!$(@!^$)!
there's so many stuff going on and i having been getting a good rest, which is really irritating and makes you feel like some lousy superwoman wannabe. so many upcoming tests and one week later is CA1. eh! so wrong la. for instance, today's chem test is totally rubbish! i can only answer the MCQs and the rest are try-your-luck questions. i officially hate CHEMISTRY, argh! thank god the POA was so easy that i took 15 mins to finish the 40 mins paper and slept for the rest of the time. E math test tomorrow and A math's on friday.

omg, i wanna go for a break or something in the weekends. VL yea man(: finally VL is on sat, whoohoo~ time for a big fat asshole break, chillaxing(:

canteen duty

2009-02-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

omg, i woke up at 7.30 today and school starts at 7.50. late for the second time and canteen duty was my reward:( NGEE ANN STUDENTS ARE DAMN UNCONSIDERATE I TELL YOU. so many plates left on so many table, you guys no hands to put them back ah! from monday onwards, i'll try my best to remember to leave my plate on the table and let the whoever's on duty clean it, HAHAHAHAHAA.

and i truly wish to move my classroom to first floor or something. climbing 4 flights or stairs more than once a day really leaves me panting like a cow. one day i'm gonna lie on the ground and fake a heart attack man. moron people. i'm sure by the end of this year, i'll have leg muscles as big as my head i tell you!

and i'm not a complain queen.

morning madness

2009-02-05T22:01:00.004+08:00

shit, something is wrong with me. i'm missing a stranger:( feel so weird alright!! i use to take bus with this person (whom i don't know) every morning from the same bus stop but now this person has graduated and no longer take that bus. i still miss those bus rides.....

thinking of you

2009-01-30T23:46:00.003+08:00

caught Bride Wars today. wanted to watch The Haunting of Molly Hartley but it's no longer showing, sickening. this few days have been super busy, have been sleeping early in the morning (after 12am). i feel that night time passes damn fast, like really really fast. and so, i've been sleeping in class again. really can't fight the eyelids in class, it's like a challenge. whatever, here this song. i'm so in love with it(:

new year present

2009-01-26T02:21:00.002+08:00

it's 2.21am now and my shoulders are burning. an hour ago, my shoulders are like having war. so pain that i almost finished the deep heat. now my shoulders are like on fire, no joke!
i'm hot!

helix piercing

2009-01-25T22:29:00.001+08:00

i suddenly have this urge to pierce my helix. at the same time, i'm super afraid to go blind:(
is anybody interested??

reunion dinner

2009-01-25T20:32:00.001+08:00

i'm never gonna sit beside or anywhere near my father for any reunion dinner ever. He has the best food-stealing skills. his chopsticks are unnoticeable and whenever i look for my scallop, fishball or meat, it always happen to disappear. "one only la" his favourite line. so i end up finding what's leftover in the pot:(

2009-01-25T20:24:00.026+08:00

cheena eve

2009-01-25T17:52:00.002+08:00

adam gregory is back in 90210. it nourishes my eyes to see hotties(:
thanks sheryl for walking me home on thur. (fyi, she lives in pasir ris and me, hougang)
recently, i keep farting and no longer burp(not so much la)

basically, i haven't buy new year clothes cus time is the main factor and it's too late to plan for last min shopping now. and i'm kinda annoyed cus WHO WOULD WANNA DO HOMEWORK DURING CNY!

accompany sheryl to buy her pants for tmr but eventually, i lend her my pants. what a joke. finally i'm done with decorating my room with pictures(: i feel like a kid now. one day, i'm gonna persuade my mum to repaint my room, yay!

thin like thread

2009-01-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

honestly, i think my classmates don't like me. they are so.... weird? and i have no friend, alright, maybe i'm the weird one.
nevermind, i have funny and nice teachers.
ms toh: damn animated and funny la!
mrs gloria tan: super straightforward and hilarious
mr chee: never stop smiling and the choice of words he used are freaking funny
mr ong: lame til you can die, really die

mr chee: class, has any of your teachers teach you how to write nice words?
class: no
mr chee: let me teach you(very happy face). you know 'o' 'a' 'b' 'd' 'g' 'p' these kind of alphabets have the o, big circle, in it right. just make the o bigger.

OMG! i burst into laughter straight away. he's expression was soooooo funny. he seemed super excited and elated to tell us this. can you imagine a physics teacher being so excited over a lame thing!!

2009-01-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

she has this very sweet vocals!

why so different?

2009-01-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

both are chace crawford, but why does he look so different in real life and in GG? i prefer his hazel eyes, so mesmerizing!

where is the love

2009-01-14T22:16:00.006+08:00

define good student. obedient, neat and smart. ME! didn't go camp, so i have to clean the canteen. and i'm the only one who clean the canteen among those who didn't go(obedient). didn't wear school socks, so DM made me buy school socks and i wore it SUPER HIGH(neat). fyi, my shirt is always tuck in. lastly, i am smart la!

while the rest of sec 3s were suffering, ruhuan and i went shopping in town(:

mental

2009-01-13T20:50:00.008+08:00

look at this sbs bus. i think it's damn cool la!

congrats to those who love their Os results. many of my friends scored quite well and i'm damn happy for them! but i'm beginning to feel the stress, nevermind i have another year(:

i swear yesterday was hell day. from school to lavender to beach road to arab street to haji lane to sim lim square to little india to kovan to doctor's then home. worst thing, i was carrying my heavy school bag plus my mum's "yu sheng" stuff right from lavender all the till home! as usual, i kept complaining. and stupid sheryl being so unhelpful, not only did not help but kept insulting me like no tomorrow! bloody hell. by the time i reached the doctor's, my head was splitting! no joke, freaking pain. i began to keep quiet and left sheryl talking to herself. my head almost explode, i tell you.

did i mention that recently i kept farting? from the start of last week, i've been farting like once in every 10 mins. aren't there TOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHH gas in my stomach? i don't wanna contribute to air pollution man. at the same time, i wish i can fart everyting out at one go so i won't have to embarrass myself in public. cus when you put on earphones, you can't really hear your fart even though it's loud. so whenever i fart in bus, i feel that people are looking but i act blur. haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2009-01-11T14:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA PEH YEE HANG~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

11th jan, my birthday, where everyone is busy due to CNY and other stuff and therefore no party:(
nevermind, there's always a next year! but i'm kinda upset cus both my parents are working. forgiven! alright, gonna meet up at night with wonderful seniors and sheryl's gonna give me a YAYAY treat.
AND, thanks to those who wished me at 12am today, so sweet of you guys(: also those who wished me before today and after 12am. argh, i don't know what i'm trying to say but ya, you should know. THANKS EVERYBODY! i am really really happy, more than happy to receive wishes. it really means a lot to me.

and i'm gonna make a very greedy request, can i have birthday cards? please(: i don't know why but i really love to read cards, those words written about me or whatever the person wish to say is really amazing and sometimes touching for me. am i asking too much? say no! alright, thanks again awesome people!!!!

now put your hands up

2009-01-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

alright, i was late for school today. i'm such a bum. school starts at 7.50 and yet i fail to be puntual. i don't know why i don't have a sense of emergency and yet i'm always impatient especially when waiting for friends:( i'm so selfish! And classes are dreary and everyday, i have to fight my eyelids...

anyway, i'm suppose to visit my clinic just now. unfortunately, it was closed when i reached there, how annoying. i shall go again tomorrow afternoon and get my super important letter. must must must!

poor ruhuan lost her wallet for the 5th time:(

supermassive black hole

2009-01-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

i am an outcast in my new class! other than my 4 other classmates, i don't know anyone else. maybe because i'm not familiar with them, they appear to be aliens to me. i have totally no idea how i'm gonna survive my 2 years, shit. i'm gonna try to be as friendly as possible and be more glam so they won't look at me as if i'm uncivilized, just like what many do.

anyway, i'll be having camp next week at some organic rice farm. hopefully i can get my doctor's letter tomorrow night and hand it to whoever in charge of the camp before it's too late. recently, i have this inflammation on my cheeks and i suspect the sea water in hantu is the cause. that explains my swelling, disgusting, vexing redness on my cheeks, which is pulling down my confidence=bad thing. my doctor ordered me to not be exposed to the sun and dirty water and both of these are like what the camp is all about:( and to not aggravate my skin, i shall not go camp, wish me luck!

spare me la

2009-01-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

DONG! (i just learn this word and i think it's incorrect. means 'shit' in korean)

recently, a bunch of people told me i've put on weight right after looking at my face. "eh! how come your face suddenly so round? put on weight man!" i don't blame them, i love straightforward people, no joke. at first i thought they were just joking, only until today i realise they're all for real. i went to celebrate my birthday(early) with my godmum in the evening and the last time we met was last year's today? "eh! you fat already la, face so fat!" her first sentence.

honestly, i'm born with a big head with a fat face, but now, i learn that my face is fatter than original:( although i can't notice the difference cus i look at myself everyday in the mirror, i think i must be a freak in front of people. bad news, i don't know anyway to chop off face fats! i think the best plan now is to live with it since i can't not hate myself, i love who i am. come on, love me for who i am!!!!! thanks ya(:

bye 08 hi 09!

2008-12-31T22:30:00.002+08:00

this is the last post of the year! hi 09, bye 08 (i do not look forward to 09).

finally i've done my homework, left with chinese. and i just learn that i'll be in 3r3 in 1 day time, i wonder who my classmates are and who my form teacher is gonna be.

new year resolutions:
1. pay attention and no sleeping during lessons.
2. keep a Healthy diet
3. have good relationships with new mates.
4.be nicer and friendlier(:
5.no selfish thoughts!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE YA(:

3 dreadful days

2008-12-29T18:43:00.007+08:00

my mum

3 more days and there comes my mundane school life:( and among my 5 homework, i'm left with 3. i don't wanna go school on friday cus it's just one pathetic day and i bet teachers aren't gonna teach since it's the first day, so i might well stay home and sleep! but this will never happen cus my mum will probably yell at me. or maybe not. should my room door lock happens to spoil and i can't get out of my room, so i can't go school. i shall find my house spare key before my mum comes home. MUA HA HA HA HA......

And now, i have my english, science and chinese homework. i'll try to finish my english by tonight. i hope my friend is nice enough to do science for me(: as for chinese, i shall search for summaries, wish me luck!

went to don't know who's wedding dinner yesterday. fullerton hotel kay! i remember my last time in Fullerton Hotel was ages ago, pri 2 or 4, for chocolate buffet. the best buffet in my life! and i think yesterday was an auspicious date, many people were having wedding dinner. my dad's friend (joanne peh's cousin?) my mum's friend's friend. my friend's whoever. i should have made a wish yesterday, dammit.

day without fear

2008-12-27T00:10:00.033+08:00

met up with old classmates and my dearest tammie! a lot to catch up ya. happy day(:

and guess what. i just paid my mum to catch a roach that flew in while i'm using my lappy. when i begged her, she ignored me like i'm invisible until i said " help me get it out and i'll pay you 5!" and she stood up asking where it was. money face mum:(

i will remember you

2008-12-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

happy song for my happy mood(:

single ladies

2008-12-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

beyonce can really dance on heels!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uv3HEmlUfpM

2008-12-22T22:08:00.004+08:00

angus thongs & perfect snogging is a really sweet movie. wow, after watching, i really wanna have a "sexgod" boyfriend like robbie (aaron johnson). the movie made me happy. cus i realise that these ohsonice boyfriend don't only belong to hot/pretty/cute/sexy ladies. i've got hope! HAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway, i'm so happy now. cus i'm talking to my sister(: we're not very close but i'm really really happy that she's talking to me!

milo cup 4th

2008-12-22T00:41:00.014+08:00

alright, today is my last match and mr teo said i did very well!!! although we lost by 7 points, but i'm not sad(: cus all of us have milo! this is my first time getting a medal for basketball since i join bbasketball.

anyway, i embarrassed myself again during match. i told myself to be aggressive and so there was this time when the referee blew the whistle but i didn't hear and continue to snatch the freaking ball from my opponent. she went " woah woah woah" and this group of guys just outside the court was like "relax relax relax". i felt super wrong and turned only to realise everyone on court being so relax. And then i realise what was happening. it' doesn't stop here alright, i began to apologize(very loudly) not knowing why, with my hands on forehead (like saluting). Behaving like a ultimate retard, having many eyes on me. call me a total loser/ dumb/idiot, you name it.

made a new friend, amy, from australia! caucasians are real beauty, really. and she's like the star player of the team. her little sis is so adorable(:

guess what, everything ended at 11. the bus was super crowded, had to sit on steps. plus, i was carrying so many stuff, the milo really annoy people at times. and and and when i was gonna alight, the damn bus came to a halt and i fell on the guy in front, i know i'm clumsy. do you call this an unlucky day?

2008-12-21T00:46:00.003+08:00

just came back from wedding dinner at holiday inn. seriously, my tummy is exploding (@^$@(*!&$@*#!!!!!! anyway, went to hougang mall after gym on friday and met 2 mediacorp artiste. they were having desserts right beside us. and we were trying to capture a picture of them, more like embarrassing ourselves. not like they are superstars, but you hardly see artiste in HOUGANG MALL...

i guess, tomorrow is the last basketball match in my whole life, so i'm gonna do whatever i can tomorrow!!!!

IP man-ed

2008-12-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

just caught IP man with mom. it's been thousands of years since i last watched movie with mom. hahaha! i really love action/thriller, basically fighting, films or shows. i know i'm a lady and shouldn't be watching such boorish stuff, but it's really entertaining!!!! somewhat, i think this show is awesome(:

And my mum is really cute. cus right after the show, she was half-running all the way. but in the end, she missed more than half of her little nonya. HAHAHA!

anyway, i wanna thank jiexin so much for lending me her PE attire. indirrectly saving my trip to school tmr AGAIN. i was suppose to get the general office to certified my printed report book result yesterday but i didn't bring my report book to tally. so i came to school today again but didn't wear school uniform. honestly, i do not know such rules and regulations. And fortunately, jiexin lives near the school! thank her so much!!!

sleepy

2008-12-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

it's 12.16 and i'm really sleepy. woke up super early today, like 10++ (holidays should sleep longer). my eyes lids are fighting the weight but i have to wait for my hair to dry. can't use the dryer cus my mum is asleep and i do not wish to wake her up. And partly also because i had my dinner, more like supper, at 9 going to 10. feel like vomiting now, my tummy looks like it's 6 months pregnant. HAHA, omg, i'm freaking tired. why does my hair take so long to dry...

2008-12-17T13:05:00.014+08:00

my beautiful captain, ruhuan

recently, i have so much to say but i don't feel like sharing cus i don't it's a good thing but i wanna say cus i feel like. ARGH.... i shall keep it to myself until one day, this one day i'll explode and spill everything outta me and then.... i'll be the happiest person on earth!!actually, every now and then, little little pieces of it are coming out, cus i just can't keep it, it hurts:(

anyway, remember in the previous post i mention about me being useless in a basketball match. well well well, finally in the last match, I SCORE!!!! even though it's just 2 points, which is nothing to an basketballers out there, but to me, happiness knew no bound. after that post, i told myself that the next match, i'm gonna do something for the team. although we lost in the end, i don't feel bad. seriously, i think my coach thinks too highly of me. i really did all i could in that match but my coach told me i could do better. And, he say i shouldn't be too happy over little joy. i hope that he can understand, sometimes we should not be too ambitious cus it'll only disappoint you in the end. however, we should appreciate everything little thing you work hard for, even if it's a tiny tiny ultra mini bit of accomplishment. come on, don't care about what others think la, be happy for yourself!!!!

Today is our semi finals against SCGS. heard that they are great, fret not, cus my coach won't be watching. YAY! no pressure=play better. he should bleach himself, cus when there's no expression on his face, it freaks me out. HAHAHA!

one day ago, it was the start of holidays. And today, 2009 is approaching! fortunately, the HARDWORKING me have done my math and ss homework. left with english, chinese and science. somebody help me with science please! i don't understand a shit, so please, help me *blink blink*

milo cup

2008-12-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

i think my coach isn't a good coach. i think that the prize for milo cup is damn cute - a tin of milo for each player. i have faith in my teammates cus i know they are the best basketball players i've seen. And so, i'm super happy that the chances of me getting that tin of milo is awfully high(:
i was damn tired today, and usually when people are tired, they tend to get high (or is it just me), causing me to dance and sing in bus. ohohoh! i almost shit in my pants during the match, that feeling was extremely disgusting...
i was saying my coach isn't good, because.... he basically wants us to play well but he simply can't kick the habit of demoralising us. i think i did super well today (for someone who doesn't even know the basics of bball well). although i didn't score a shit, i intercepted quite a few. it's a big thing for me alright! but that coach of mine didn't even praise me, but kept picking out my weak points. you awful coach ^&(*$%#@!

ranting

2008-12-07T23:44:00.017+08:00

i wanna complain! more like ranting actually....

1. I DON'T LIKE MY TAN! thanks to diving, i have this wet suit tan line. and i didn't wear sun block, and now my skin is like... peeling? nono, FLAKING. i'm like a fish! nonono, a snake!! yuck, it's really hideous:( hopefully, my skin will quickly get over this and be smooth like baby backside!! applying cream does help right?

2. I'M LOSING INTEREST IN BASKETBALL! in fact, i had lost it a few weeks ago. but i thought playing ball more will help and so i tried. i'm over aggressive, people play basketball to showcase their skills and score but it seems like i play basketball to injure people and embarrass myself. not fair la! why my teamates can dribble, shoot and everything so well while i can only run here and there right into people or make people fall, worst still, suddenly fall down:( i'm a horror, a terrorist on court, so the best is to stay away from me. today's match was disastrous. during warm-up, i tripped over my OWN legs and fell. right after getting on the court, i made someone fall. during free throw, i delayed my shot(accidentally) and made a silly face simultaneously(getting scolded). worst of the worse, in that 10 mins, i score 0 points. don't laugh! just 2 points and i'll be overjoy, i must must must score a ball on tuesday. i can do it! wish me luck

3. I NEED $$$$! christmas is approaching and i need $$$ to buy pressies. anyone has extra cash or don't want cash, please give it to me!! like anyone will not want cash, silly me:( anyway, my mum insist on giving her cash for her present and my big plan is to take her money secretly and give it to her. HAHAHA i'm a genius!

alright, it's 1.36 now and i'm kinda sleepy.. ALMOST walked home from kembangan just now (fyi, i live in hougang). actually, night walks are wonderful. it's cooling and really really fun. if yy wasn't tired, i wouldn't have take a bus halfway. And i'm planning to walk hom from school on tuesday after match, not alone. sometimes i hope i can teleport(:

out of boredom

2008-12-03T18:01:00.003+08:00

look at him, he's only 17 and has such nice vocals. i realise he has sexy lips, haha!! he is cute!

this is hilarious!! justin timberlake in heels!! (the one on the left)
watch it in higher quality and funnier at http://www.popbytes.com/archive/2008/11/beyonce_and_justin_timberlake_skit_on_saturday_night_live_snl.shtml

wild child

2008-12-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

caught wild child today. it's pretty different from other bimbo shows, nice la. speaking of movie, i'm awaiting for 18 dec, TWILIGHT! i believe everyone is looking forward to that day and all the cinemas in singapore will be packed like sardines!! somehow, i think that ed westwick should be edward cullen. no idea why, but i just feel that his hot-ness and features perfectly fit edward's description in the book. HAHA.

alright, i thought i had became less clumsy and retarded, but i realise i'm wrong. i MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF THE WHOLE DAY, you have no idea how stupid i was.
-said hi to strangers and pretend to be their old friend.
-asked (LOUDLY) some stranger to close the cinema door.
-laugh horribly during movie
-tripped over my own feet
-scared an unknown woman
i'm giving up, tired of changing myself, i don't care what people think if i'm weird, abnormal or what. being myself is really great! yaya:D