i'm totally in no mood.
this sudden stress is building up in me.
i wish i know the reason but i don't.
maybe it's the EOY
i haven't start studying yet, and that must be why i'm worrying
my memory seem to be worse recently.
and i'm so afraid i'll screw my exams
i want good results to get good subjects (like who doesn't want)
each time i tell myself to stop playing and start concentrating, i fail
probably i should start this week.
hope it isn't too late.
still, my mind is in a mess.
there's like so many stuffs but i don't know what's wrong
OH MY GOSH! i need a remedy.
maybe a good listener? maybe not?
don't probe on what happen.
i'll tell automatically if i feel like.
nevermind, i shall put on a fake smile and behave like a kid.
where there's no such thing as STRESS
somehow, i miss childhood.
but i have to bid farewell to my childhood.
kid=no stress=fun=carefree=best
when i'm a kid, i'll wonder what is stress
now i totally understand and i hope it will leave me alone.
as a child, i cry when i'm afraid
and after crying, i realise my fear is gone
but now, i can't cry. cus it's useless
and it doesn't solve a shit.
HOW?
dear jesus, save me. guide me with your wisdom please.
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