recently, i have so much to say but i don't feel like sharing cus i don't it's a good thing but i wanna say cus i feel like. ARGH.... i shall keep it to myself until one day, this one day i'll explode and spill everything outta me and then.... i'll be the happiest person on earth!!actually, every now and then, little little pieces of it are coming out, cus i just can't keep it, it hurts:(
anyway, remember in the previous post i mention about me being useless in a basketball match. well well well, finally in the last match, I SCORE!!!! even though it's just 2 points, which is nothing to an basketballers out there, but to me, happiness knew no bound. after that post, i told myself that the next match, i'm gonna do something for the team. although we lost in the end, i don't feel bad. seriously, i think my coach thinks too highly of me. i really did all i could in that match but my coach told me i could do better. And, he say i shouldn't be too happy over little joy. i hope that he can understand, sometimes we should not be too ambitious cus it'll only disappoint you in the end. however, we should appreciate everything little thing you work hard for, even if it's a tiny tiny ultra mini bit of accomplishment. come on, don't care about what others think la, be happy for yourself!!!!
Today is our semi finals against SCGS. heard that they are great, fret not, cus my coach won't be watching. YAY! no pressure=play better. he should bleach himself, cus when there's no expression on his face, it freaks me out. HAHAHA!
one day ago, it was the start of holidays. And today, 2009 is approaching! fortunately, the HARDWORKING me have done my math and ss homework. left with english, chinese and science. somebody help me with science please! i don't understand a shit, so please, help me *blink blink*
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