never shout never

i think i'm very stupid.
i did real badly for this term.
i lost my first time to A math.
I FAILED A MATH!!!!!!!
not any better for the rest.
i self assumed that math is my strongest subject and i brought home a 43
that clearly is dumb.
i feel so good-for-nothing in this class
what's the point in being in such a good class that only brings my confidence to zero, demoralizing me
and teachers are forever pressuring me by comparing my class with other classes
and i'm almost nothing compared to my classmates
i would rather be in a fun class that's not accademically good
that way you'll have more confidents and score better
makes sense? YES
anyway, i have no idea how some people can score 95 for A math
they must be related to albert einstein!

so..... i cut my hair today. again.
brought mum to tampines 1, her first time.
fed her frolicks, she loves it.
i wanna swim tomorrow after school.
hope the weather will be perfect and the pool will be clean.
that's what i hate about public pool.
so dirty and crowded. i wish i could swim in friend's condo.
sadly grandma's condo is freaking bishan:(

KRIS WON!