crazy lady here

what's gotten into me lately?
i think i'm suffering from severe depression
SERIOUSLY, I NEED HELP
all of a sudden, i'm in a life twister
telling myself i'm gonna get through this
and i really hope i will
it's not just one, it's a few big ones
i have never met so many critical problems in ma life
no one is to blame but me
good thing is, i can learn from these
be a better person

apart from having academic challenges
i'm giving problems to everyone
such as blaming s for something that's totally my mistake.
SORRY S(:
i ask for everybody's forgiveness please
i admit i'm not a nice person at times
also, financial problem gives headache.
my parents ain't as nice as parents nowadays
so i have to pay for EVERYTHING.
shit, i'm like having attitude problem
i need anger management.
omg, sounds pretty much like symptoms of depression, yes?
haha. so due to these problems, i finally breakdown (a while ago)
after everything came out from ma eyes
like those evil liquid with poison and stuff
woah, i figure everything out i tell you.
i am gonna clear everything up one by one.
first of all, i'll settle the people that i offended.
hope they will bury the hatchet, no?
don't give up jessica!

i needa screwdriver to unscrew me. SCREWED!

CIP for me today at geylang senior citizen day care.

thanks to celestine, i survived the 2-3 hours.

celestine, my one year ago teammate.

i never knew she's such a nice girl

so sweeeeet and nice(:

anyway, the elderly at the day care ain't as friendly to each other as i thought.

they seem to not like that place alot! omg

ok, i'm in a mess now. so stressed up i tell you.

my diving confirm 10-12 april.

guess what?

13th april- geog test

14th- chem test

WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH!!!!!

everytime i have a dive plan, something bad will crop up.

guess i'll just have to bring my geog book along:(

i'm so so so sorry.

i apologise sincerely.

i really didn't mean to bully you?

i haven't realise what i had done

tell me what i can do to turn things back to normal?

happy birthday celestine!

celestine is so prettay(:
wish she stays that way always(:

town with YY to get her bag.
but mission failed cus both of us were super indecisive
and she decided to spend her cah-ching on clothes instead.

Also, i realise i'm such a bitch.
i'm an evil girl
father, i pray for your forgiveness
i told myself the last thing i want is to speak ill of others
but i could take it no more
and start ranting to YY
although she tried convincing me that i was just stating facts, not talking bad
i still feel 483975909635423 horrible
see! self discipline please jessica!!!!

why have ( ) become so unlovable
or maybe it's just me being sensitive?
hope i'll be more understanding and accept everybody the way they are(:
well, i still feel damn horrible...............

return to innocence

somehow i think this song is cute and relaxing. so relaxing that my skin is sagging.

hahaha, no funny, i know.

sony ericson idou

HOT HOT HOT! THIS PHONE IS DAMN SEXY, I SO WANNA GET IT. PLEASE DROP FROM SKY!!!!!!!

yay, there's americans' nexxt top model in a while(:

race to witch mountain

race to witch mountain is a movie that keeps your eyes glued to the screen and makes you anxious as if you're on mission. it has funny scenes too! i sound like i'm advertising the movie, HAHA!

flea fly flo fun!

(tam, here's the pic you want)

well, bought lots of stuff.
happy happy(:
but lesser money money:(
new friends, hannah and nicole.
nicole is really nice and pretty.
hannah is pretty too!
hahahaaaa.
happy today~