crazy lady here

what's gotten into me lately?
i think i'm suffering from severe depression
SERIOUSLY, I NEED HELP
all of a sudden, i'm in a life twister
telling myself i'm gonna get through this
and i really hope i will
it's not just one, it's a few big ones
i have never met so many critical problems in ma life
no one is to blame but me
good thing is, i can learn from these
be a better person

apart from having academic challenges
i'm giving problems to everyone
such as blaming s for something that's totally my mistake.
SORRY S(:
i ask for everybody's forgiveness please
i admit i'm not a nice person at times
also, financial problem gives headache.
my parents ain't as nice as parents nowadays
so i have to pay for EVERYTHING.
shit, i'm like having attitude problem
i need anger management.
omg, sounds pretty much like symptoms of depression, yes?
haha. so due to these problems, i finally breakdown (a while ago)
after everything came out from ma eyes
like those evil liquid with poison and stuff
woah, i figure everything out i tell you.
i am gonna clear everything up one by one.
first of all, i'll settle the people that i offended.
hope they will bury the hatchet, no?
don't give up jessica!