it's been a hectic week.
miss training today cus i reached home super early today
2am ++ and slept pretty late
well, the trip suck. becus they were getting on my nerves
doing things like they have the whole time in the world
which made me wanna thank jillian for lending me her book
i absolutely did not enjoy this trip and never will i spend my time there again
there's been many things in my mind
sadly, none of them are good.
for example, my relationship with my sis
my friends,
my outcome of subject combination results,
my cca and so many other stuff
sometimes i wonder if i had done something wrong
which is why i'm suffering now
i hope this is depression so my rents will stop nagging
on stuffs like bills, education and other notsoimportant shit
i need someone to hear me rant
and clearly someone who doesn't judge
i can't believe that after all these, i'm still not getting any better.
sigh......
talks to me, cares for me
not one who dislikes me, ignores me
i've tried. really. all i can do to make her realise me
but i'm still not getting any
and my dad seems to be aggravating matters. he's such a relationship spoiler
i really envious those with bestest siblings
i also want friends who appreciate me
and i'll feel comfortable with
i want everything to be great! just like everyone!
:(
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