Wednesday, October 29, 2008

thanks guys for your concern
problems come one after another.
dejected.
mr teo announced the 12 players going for hongkong trip today
sadly, i'm not one of them
actually i'm glad that he placed my name in the list
somehow makes me think that i have the ability
however, not going for yesterday's training cost me to lose this chance
this is my first absence ever since i joined this training
should i blame myself for deciding to not attend training yesterday
or blame him for judging oneself too quickly
honestly, it's not really fair to me:(
just because i was too tired to attend training yesterday,
he tells me so much about commitment.
alright, it isn't entirely his fault, but still part of it
now, i can picture my teamates enjoying themselves in disneyland
while i'm stuck at home, sucking my toes
probably i should come up with a plan to piss him off
what about......
train super hard and make him regret for taking my name off the list
HAHAAHA!
i'm such a genius!
GO PEH!

caught High school Musical 3 on friday,
pretty awesome(: