lonely, forlorn

have you ever been alone at home
where your rents are out of town
and you'll have to clear the bin
wash clothes, hand them out the window
settle your own meals
make sure the windows are close before going off
and every min, you'll look around, afraid that a roach decides to crawl out and give you a shock of your life
well, this is what i'm feeling presently
good thing is, this isn't permanent (CHOY)

i have a lot of things to do, i know that
but my mind is blank now
i'm leaving on friday, but a part of me ain't excited
in fact, you call it stress, i guess
i realise i get stress over everything, HA
anyway, i have to stress the point that
right after i return to singapore, i have 4 tests waiting for me
geog, chem, a math and phy
as a matter of fact, i fear failing any small tests (except chi)
because you'll have to do exceptionally well for the next
and usually, papers get tougher each time
you see, i'm suppose to enjoy this trip
but instead, i have to bring my geog notes to study in the night
positive positive positive!
i should start packing now


au revoir~