you don't know

i clearly have no idea how i have been surviving this years
i was just looking back at those old times photos and autographs of my pri school mates
recalling those days...
truely miss them
those fun times
mischievous, doltish, crazy moments
even the sickest moments
ngee ann is not even 1% of PL
i'm like..
a bed without bedsheet
i bet you don't get it, neither do i
what about...
a MP3 player without battery (handphone or whatever electronic device you name it)
IT'S JUST NO LIFE!
i bet i'm gonna regret wasting this period of time when i'm older
i'm sick of posting how bored my life is
as you can see the past few posts and even long time ago ones
it's all talking about the same thing
BUT I JUST SIMPLY CAN'T FIND ANY FUN!
alright, i guess i gotta accept fate and stop complaining.
no more hopes...

okay, again, my parents are enjoying themselves and will be back on friday
so i'm alone at home till friday
no longer afraid of dark nights
not to mention, i love being alone at times
you get to think a lot or you know, just sing out loud or do whatever stupid things you plan

my confidence seems to be diminishing....