rage

have you ever been so insanely mad at yourself that you wanna just throw roaches at yourself, or take a knife and cut through your heart!?
you'll never know what's frustration until you feel what i'm feeling now.
ok, first, today was damn boring. 15 hours folding of boxes, how much fun can you get?
so i spent my time taking pictures with new classmate.
seriously, there's many many many pictures.
but my itchy fingers, or should i say irritating fingers, went to check out what's memory format and accidentally deleted EVERYTHING in the memory card!
*#(_%&#*^)!%^#!_%*&#!)%&*#*%#&%)(!&#%^)!#
is this what you called, curiosity kills the cat?
OMG! I CAN REALLY POKE MYSELF TO DEATH.
so frustrated and MY HEADSTRONG TEARS ROLLED DOWN.
and to aggravate matters, my mum keeps demoralising me in the car
and many many important things suddenly appear out of the blue.
totally pissed.....